I was able to get to the end of day 2 of the fast. I was able to make it to 89lbs, but tonight was the Halloween party and I had to break the fast, with cannolis, cream puffs and sweet tarts. I didn't have a lot or full portions, but the fast ended with those bad boys. I came home had a pickle, half a green pepper, one asparagus stalk, jello, popcorn and a bowl of cereal. It sounds like a binge but its way tame cal wise. I haven't purged and do not want to. I will work hard tonight and tomorrow.
I stopped eating even though I could always go for more, but I have my water so I should be ok. I want to eat more, but if I do I'll feel really bad. I really don't want to gain. I want to loose weight, but I also want more sweets. ugh, but i'm full, my hunger should stop. I'm a little scared to weigh myself tomorrow...er later today. Please I want to stay in the 80's!
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