Wednesday, October 20, 2010

A binge and construction

I haven't written in a  bit (like a day lol). I don't even have time to write very much anyways. As you may see, my blog is under construction. I'm trying to find a nice set up for it, and add pages to be more organized. Don't worry too much, it will be done soon. I'm just trying to take care of some school and domestic stuff. I'm super stressed and I binged yester day. 
900 Cals!
It sucks but I'm gonna get by with 250 today and probably 350-400 tomorrow, Friday is my last eating day being 220, then I'm fasting. I'm fasting until I hit the weight I want. The weight I want now...is 80. If I am going to make it through this holiday season with out feeling like a house, I need to go under my ugw so when I get stuffed like a thanksgiving turkey (most likely being my fam and friends weapon of choice.) I won't go shooting far away from the the goal so close right now.
Halloween particular is gonna mess with my flow. This could be a long fast ahead of me. My weight has stayed in the 88-90 range depending on the time of day, since the binge, I'm not sure whats accurate. I'll be working out like crazy tonight and weighing in the morning.

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