Can you say 86LBS?
I was like super amazed this morning. I had to weigh in again and again and yet again and I wasn't convinced. I moved the scale all around my bathroom to see if it was the placement but no, I'm 86lbs.
I'm super happy of course I mean now my BMI is 15.2.
I'm one pound from GW2. This used to be my UGW.
This is my newest LW.
Only thing is...
I'M TERRIFIED TO LOSE IT.
I was going to eat this morning but I'm scared that any amount of food will mess this up. I want to be 85 by Saturday. Cause I want my pretzel time reward. That's the only time I may be able to get it. Pretzel time pretzels aren't what you'd call healthy. 300 cals a pop.
It'd be my total intake for the day.
I love pretzels so much and have been wanting a soft one so bad. I'll update more about this later. I also want to get around to answering comments like Clem does >.< I did it yesterday I doubt anyone saw. I have to try answering today's comments tomorrow, duh that's smarter.
See even the pretzels are telling me.
XD
And I go and have a 350 cal breakfast... no more food today unless I get a salad or veggie dipper? should I?
No I don't know...I mean I am sick. My head is all congested.
-later-
I'm getting tons of things done today so I feel really good. I purged after eating this morning, cause I freaked out for some reason. I whipped out my scale even though I was dressed to leave, got on saw 2 extra pounds and well you know the rest was down the toilet. I know it was weight from having eaten but it scared me.
But on to other news. My dad passed me 20 bucks this morning, and again I freaked cause I could easily blow that binging if given the chance. Instead I'm holding strong with 16 in my pocket. I bought this meal for 2, for tomorrow night at my ex's house. (Another sleepover XP). its 3 serving, 200 a piece but I'm aiming to just have one and I'm not eating till then.
The 16 bucks is for this weekend. Pretzel time here I come and if we must go out to eat more, I'll split the pretzel with my ex, and get a salad. I did the math and though it may cost a like 15 bucks altogether. Having a day out with my friend finally under 400 cals, is priceless. <3
I also cleared up my finicial aid issues with the school...
I think. But if so thats means I won't have a bill anymore and I can get a school id.
If I have a school id, that means I can go to the gym for free. Although I'm not sure if I will feel comfortable, or confident enough to work out with my friends. I mean they might freak. They think I'm skinny with all my layers, if they see me in shorts or sweat pants and a t shirt...I worry. On top of the fact that I'll want to work out. Its iffy, I might go alone on the days they don't work out.
Muhahaha.
Um...I'm composed now.
And like I promised I'll start answering comments the next day and not in the same post...Even though I really want to answer them now.
>.<
And I go and have a 350 cal breakfast... no more food today unless I get a salad or veggie dipper? should I?
No I don't know...I mean I am sick. My head is all congested.
-later-
I'm getting tons of things done today so I feel really good. I purged after eating this morning, cause I freaked out for some reason. I whipped out my scale even though I was dressed to leave, got on saw 2 extra pounds and well you know the rest was down the toilet. I know it was weight from having eaten but it scared me.
But on to other news. My dad passed me 20 bucks this morning, and again I freaked cause I could easily blow that binging if given the chance. Instead I'm holding strong with 16 in my pocket. I bought this meal for 2, for tomorrow night at my ex's house. (Another sleepover XP). its 3 serving, 200 a piece but I'm aiming to just have one and I'm not eating till then.
The 16 bucks is for this weekend. Pretzel time here I come and if we must go out to eat more, I'll split the pretzel with my ex, and get a salad. I did the math and though it may cost a like 15 bucks altogether. Having a day out with my friend finally under 400 cals, is priceless. <3
I also cleared up my finicial aid issues with the school...
I think. But if so thats means I won't have a bill anymore and I can get a school id.
If I have a school id, that means I can go to the gym for free. Although I'm not sure if I will feel comfortable, or confident enough to work out with my friends. I mean they might freak. They think I'm skinny with all my layers, if they see me in shorts or sweat pants and a t shirt...I worry. On top of the fact that I'll want to work out. Its iffy, I might go alone on the days they don't work out.
Muhahaha.
Um...I'm composed now.
And like I promised I'll start answering comments the next day and not in the same post...Even though I really want to answer them now.
>.<
Congrats about your weight! Your BMI is extremly low...I´m worried.
ReplyDeleteWe don´t have pretzels here so I´ve never had one but I´m sure you can have it on Saturday!
Take care sweetie
OH MY GOSH...girl! You've worked yourself so hard and look at that! You are amazing! And I so appreciate all your support! <3 Clem
ReplyDeleteOH my gosh--you skinny thang!
ReplyDeleteHaha, are those real advertisements for pretzels, or are they photoshopped? Im kind of surprised some crazy americans havent gone and been all "Pro ED" on that companys ass.
I know what you mean about pretzels. My elementary school cafeteria was run by a lady who made the most ammaaaazing soft pretzels. Stick em in ketchup--that is how I like them.
Go for it, girl, you deserve it!
FYI, my treat food is going to be curly fries from arbys...mmmm...
Congrats!