A bajillion calories

Binges never end well. 

Ever.

88lbs once more. 

Great!

Well I'm hoping it's food weight and will...

pass.

The pounds will drop faster if I don't eat. I'm thinking a 2 day fast, I probably will only get out one since Monday I think I'll be expected to eat, we'll see how that fly's.

Issue is my dad gave me like 100 bucks for food shopping. I have to really spread that money cause health food ain't cheap. I guess that's better, less food the less I eat. I have to give my ex about 20, cause I owe him money from yesterday. I need to save about 30 for next week and laundry which I desperately need to do. I was think of washing my stuff by hand (more cals burned) lugging the wet clothes about two blocks to the laundry mat and popping them in the dryer. It'll save money. Cause I want to get my Walden farm products and I don't think they are cheap.

And another thing about binging, is after that big meal, I still want to eat later. I just want to keep eating. Purge or no purge. I'm so hungry right now, damn this body. It won't follow my orders. I need to kepp it in better check. I really want to stop binging.

How do you stop?

Can I stop?

I hope so...