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Alrighty I don't know if I said this before, but today is my dentist appointment.

I'm fasting today, but that doesn't have anything to do with the dentist appointment. I'm extremely nervous about that.

1. I have massive cavities (yes as in plural, one bigger than the others though.)

2. I binge and Purge almost every other day, sometimes multiple times per day. 

3. Last night I had a little B/P session as well.

So I'm expecting the worst and my mother is going to be there, so I'm hoping the dentist (its a woman) has the decency to speak to me privately. I'm figuring she's going to spot the issue. I've heard its pretty freaking obvious to them.

I don't have puff cheeks at least. I also haven't been to the dentist in a long time, and back then I wasn't purging, thats a new little habit I've picked up in the past 5 months.

After that I plan to go to the college as I said before. I'm looking good today, I'm wearing new heels and feint natrual looking makeup (because my ex doesn't like a lot of make up.)

He better be freaking nice to me, I can't take anyone's crap today. I wish he missed me as much as I did him. What the hell does he want?

I don't know. 

Also I'm still 87lbs...damn it, I want to be back at 86, my lowest, 85 would be even better.

You know what when I hit 85lbs,  a day after I will have either pizza or a burger and fries, but that will be all I have for the day and I'll have to fast after that. I might through in a fiber bar or something with it to help move things along... ew sorry.

@Kit- thank you again for the complements, you are always reading my blog, and I enjoy your comments, I try to keep up with your as well

Much love hun<3

And now for obligatory thinspo<3