I kind woke up late today but to a good surprise.
I'm still 87lbs after my binge and purge.
Most of the time I stay bloated for at least a day. I did get in a half hour work out at like 12 am (also why I am up late). I'm trying to get ready pretty fast for food shopping and then dress shopping on the ave with my mother and best friend. I hope she doesn't bring up my ED again, not really in the mood today.
I'm not eating much today at all, don't feel like it. Thinking of making it a fasting day, just so I don't mess up. If I don't plan it all goes to hell.
I want to drink tonight and if I don't eat One drink should do it for me. I'll be having orange juice with it >.<
I want to live it up at cheaper prices.
Drunk for the price of one drink instead of like 8.
I'm thinking of buying an adventurous color for my dress like a purple or red. Everything is red anyways valentines day is coming. I plan to spend that day and the night before with my ex. He's wants to spend it with me, and not "her".
...Incoming now for the evil Laughter...
OK I'm done.
...I'll um go now...
But wait also this is my 100th post <3 A big thanks to all my followers and I love all my comments.
Stay beautiful lovelies<3
I can't wait to go out dancing, so I'll leave you yous with some Dancespo enjoy guys <3
Sorry today I'm loving gifs...
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Yay! I'm so glad that everything is working out, I hope you have lots of fun today!
ReplyDeleteThank you so much for your comment on my blog. It is a slow suicide...but it seems to be happening to me a lot quicker than it should. I don't know that I will live to see 87 lbs :-(
ReplyDeleteI hope that things are going well for you love. Congrats on your 100th post! :-)
You are loved, too. Please stay safe <3