Well I'm running late and have to cut 2 miles out of my walk, which sucks, but wahtever.
What sucks more was that I broke my B/P free-ness.
Ugh is is possible now that any time of stong emotion can make me B/P?
How the hell do I do that because I'm excited and happy.
The weigh in was not as I'd like.
87lbs...
Most likely due to my B/P.
I know I would be kicking myself later.
I'm also staying over my loves (I'm gonna stop calling him my ex) house.
So no weigh in till Thursday night which won't be as good a tell as friday morning, so I won't be able to have a reliable number until then. I could take my scale but I'd rather not.
It's my own fault, I'm such a dolt and I'm probably going to eat like a fat ass with him today too, because he makes me comfortable to eat.
I know that's a good thing...but I want to be at 85 already damn it.
Thursday is a fast to get all this crap out of my system and then I'm starting my 200 calorie intake diet. Cause I'm done with see sawing between 88-and 86lbs.
Damn it I will get there.
The tattoo I've been thinking of getting is on the right, but not as big.maybe in a straight line right along the jean line on my hip. Minus the recovery symbol since I've not reovered nor have ever been...
Oh, now I get the 500 miles thing! That's so cool you're doing that! You'll have 500 walked in now time! Good luck with your fast tomorrow- and I like the idea of the tattoe! The "destroy what destroys you" wwould be a cool one too :)
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