Hope for ya heart

Back to 86lbs again...

I should be really happy but I feel kinda down.I mean I didn't B/P last night 

(Days B/P free: 1 : / )

and I'm going to spend time with my friends and family.But its a dinner and my ex is upsetting me.

Maybe I'm too sensitive.

Yesterday a friend made me realize I was really dehydrated, which was a bad mix with a medium sized coffee, I was shaking like a Chihuahua. 

I'm feeling better and bout to do that 2 mile walk again, perhaps 3 miles actually. 

This is the present for my ex, plus more food and we might go out, but I don't know my relationship with food right now isn't so great.

I'm in valentine days type of mood for tomorrow, expect even more then <3

@ Nikki- I'm glad you are doing good and not B/P'ing. I think I will be ok for today as well but Monday night will be hard for me. I hope I can keep going. You are right I'm back down too <3

@Ariäna- You were so right about the dehydration. I'm not drinking enough water at all, I'm gonna get sick >.<

Those are a lot of the reasons why I don't like to eat with people. I'm also very sensitive in general, so if I get upset at all it makes me not want to eat or B/P.