O.O walking 14 miles tomorrow.
Thats about 550 cals burned! I can't wait!
Plus I get to spend it all alone with my baybahla <3
I better wear good shoes
>.<
I'm scared for the weigh in the morning but, I'm still excited.
*The Basics*
Name:: Lee
Sex:: female
Birthday:: 31 January
Age:: 21
Location:: New York
Hair Color:: Brown
Eye Color:: Brown
Name:: Lee
Sex:: female
Birthday:: 31 January
Age:: 21
Location:: New York
Hair Color:: Brown
Eye Color:: Brown
*My Eating Disorder*
What Eating Disorders Do You Have:: Anorexia binging purging subtype (yay fun times : /)
How Long Have You Had Them:: disordered eating for years but it really hit me hard in August 2010
Why Do You Have An Eating Disorder:: Best coping mechanism I have...
Are You Proud or Ashamed of Your Eating Disorder:: I'd say ashamed I guess, in that I never wanted anyone to know...
Do People Know About Your Eating Disorder:: Fucking everyone and their mother now
Do You Wish People Knew About it:: Hell to the no
Do You Wish You Never Had An Eating Disorder:: Hell to the yes... but I don't think I could deal with not being thin
Do You Think The Media is Partially Responsible For Your Eating Disorder:: not really...no
*My Body*
Weight Before Eating Disorder:: um never went higher than the 110's since I was in my teens
Height: 5'3’’
Current Weight:: 86
Highest Weight:: 118
Lowest Weight:: 86
Are You Tired A lot:: It varies from day to day
Have You Ever Fainted:: Surprisingly know but I have collapsed from exhaustion, never lost consciousness though.
Are You Cold All The Time:: god yes except when I work out
Do Your Ribs Show:: Yes.
Do Your Hipbones Show:: Yes yes
Does Your Collar Bone Show:: yahuh
Can You See Your Ribs Through Your Back:: um I can't really see that, but I think so.
Do Your Thighs Touch:: ugh yea unfortunetly.
Chest Size:: bra 32 B but i'm 31" across my chest
Does Your Head Look Too Big For Your Body:: I'm not sure????
Are You Satisfied With The Way You Look Now:: not really
If You Could, What Would You Change About Yourself:: I wish I had a thigh gad, longer hair, grey, green or blue eyes, toned tummy and white perfect teeth,
What Is Your B.M.I.:: 15.1
What Do The Doctors Say is Your Ideal Weight:: have to go to a doctor to know that I guess...right?
What Do You Think Is Your Ideal Weight:: My ideal is 85 but I aim lower so I never go over 85lbs
*My Thinspirations*
Who Are Your Thinspirations:: Victoria secret models and real girls.
Who is Your Favorite Thinspiration:: um Adriana lima?
Who is Your Second Favorite Thinspiration:: don't have one
Why Do You Envy Them:: I'd don't envy them, I just get inspired I want to be me, not another person.
What's The Best Thing About Them:: They are hott...what else?
What's The Worst Thing About Them:: I don't know them like that?
Would You Trade Places With Them If You Could:: nah I'm good, I don't like being the center of attention...way too shy
Do You Wish People Knew About it:: Hell to the no
Do You Wish You Never Had An Eating Disorder:: Hell to the yes... but I don't think I could deal with not being thin
Do You Think The Media is Partially Responsible For Your Eating Disorder:: not really...no
*My Body*
Weight Before Eating Disorder:: um never went higher than the 110's since I was in my teens
Height: 5'3’’
Current Weight:: 86
Highest Weight:: 118
Lowest Weight:: 86
Are You Tired A lot:: It varies from day to day
Have You Ever Fainted:: Surprisingly know but I have collapsed from exhaustion, never lost consciousness though.
Are You Cold All The Time:: god yes except when I work out
Do Your Ribs Show:: Yes.
Do Your Hipbones Show:: Yes yes
Does Your Collar Bone Show:: yahuh
Can You See Your Ribs Through Your Back:: um I can't really see that, but I think so.
Do Your Thighs Touch:: ugh yea unfortunetly.
Chest Size:: bra 32 B but i'm 31" across my chest
Does Your Head Look Too Big For Your Body:: I'm not sure????
Are You Satisfied With The Way You Look Now:: not really
If You Could, What Would You Change About Yourself:: I wish I had a thigh gad, longer hair, grey, green or blue eyes, toned tummy and white perfect teeth,
What Is Your B.M.I.:: 15.1
What Do The Doctors Say is Your Ideal Weight:: have to go to a doctor to know that I guess...right?
What Do You Think Is Your Ideal Weight:: My ideal is 85 but I aim lower so I never go over 85lbs
*My Thinspirations*
Who Are Your Thinspirations:: Victoria secret models and real girls.
Who is Your Favorite Thinspiration:: um Adriana lima?
Who is Your Second Favorite Thinspiration:: don't have one
Why Do You Envy Them:: I'd don't envy them, I just get inspired I want to be me, not another person.
What's The Best Thing About Them:: They are hott...what else?
What's The Worst Thing About Them:: I don't know them like that?
Would You Trade Places With Them If You Could:: nah I'm good, I don't like being the center of attention...way too shy
*My Mind*
Do You Consider Your Eating Disorder a 'Disorder':: Yes
Are You Pro-Ana/Pro-Mia:: Pro as in I support an illness no not at all.
Would You Ever Want Your Best Friend To Have An Eating Disorder:: my fucking god no!
What Are Your Disordered Eating Habits:: (deep breath) Restriction ( 500-0 a day), fasting, over exercise, purging, binging, calorie counting, chewing and spitting, limited protein intake, and caffeine abuse.
Are You Obsessive Compulsive:: not really.
Are You A Perfectionist:: When it comes to myself yes, every hair must be perfectly placed.
Do You Have Depression:: Like whoa...
Are You A Cutter:: I'm cut free for 3 months and want to keep it that way.
Have You Ever Been Suicidal:: more often than not
Have You Ever Attempted Suicide:: F is or failure
Have You Ever Been Hospitalized For Mental Reasons:: Nope
Have You Ever Been Hospitalized For Your Eating Disorder:: thank god not yet
Do You Have Body Dismorphic Disorder:: I'm beginning to think so
*Your Life Outside Your Disorder*
Favorite Color:: White because it can become anything, but all I wear is black...
Favorite Movie:: Dogma, beauty and the beast, Aladdin, the little mermaid and into thin air.
Favorite Book:: Burned...though its terribly sad
Favorite T.V. House MD, SVU, what's eating you, my fair wedding, and charmed.
Favorite Season:: Summer, I like it hott and sunny.
Favorite Day of The Week:: Saturday
Favorite Time Of Day::. the night time
Favorite Holiday:: Halloween, I love to dress up >.<
Favorite Hobby:: Writing
Favorite Actor:: bleh
Favorite Actress:: bleh
Favorite Musician:: also bleh
Do You Have Any Pets:: Blue, and King, both dogs
What Do You Like To Do In Your Spare Time:: Write, dance, hang out, exercise, and draw.
*The Future*
What Do You Want To Study In College:: I'm kinda not feeling college anymre, but I guess writing.
What Career Do You Want:: Novelist
Do You Ever Want To Get Married:: Yes <3
Do You Ever Want Kids:: Yea a boy and a girl.
Where Do You Want To Live:: Still new york, this is my home
Will You Have Any Pets:: Egyptian Mau and a doggy or two.
What Type of House Do You Want:: I like the Victorian styled houses.
What Goals Do You Have That Are Unrelated To Your Eating Disorder:: To leave the country and also get published.
What's Your Number One Priority:: My weight is pretty much tops and my ex (my love)
How Do You Think You Will Die:: at the rate I'm going...
When Do You Think You WIll Die:: Don't want to think about it...
Will You Be Missed By Anyone:: My fam and friends...
Will You Have Any Regrets:: If I didn't reach my goals.
Will You Have Any Unfinished Business:: like whoa again
Will Your eating disorder still be affecting you:: it's not like it just goes away...
Do You Ever Want To Get Married:: Yes <3
Do You Ever Want Kids:: Yea a boy and a girl.
Where Do You Want To Live:: Still new york, this is my home
Will You Have Any Pets:: Egyptian Mau and a doggy or two.
What Type of House Do You Want:: I like the Victorian styled houses.
What Goals Do You Have That Are Unrelated To Your Eating Disorder:: To leave the country and also get published.
What's Your Number One Priority:: My weight is pretty much tops and my ex (my love)
How Do You Think You Will Die:: at the rate I'm going...
When Do You Think You WIll Die:: Don't want to think about it...
Will You Be Missed By Anyone:: My fam and friends...
Will You Have Any Regrets:: If I didn't reach my goals.
Will You Have Any Unfinished Business:: like whoa again
Will Your eating disorder still be affecting you:: it's not like it just goes away...
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