We gonna bop. we're gonna bowl, we're gonna score tonight!
Don't know if you guys ever saw Grease 2, but that was so stuck in my head.
Michelle Pfeiffer was so young and pretty here, she was really thin too wow...
Anyways...I'm getting off topic.
Yesterday was long with highs and lows. I was mostly waiting around all day for my ex to call me so we could hang out at the mall with a friend of hours. To my surprise we went to outback my friend treated me.
French onion soup (650) Salmon and veggies (525) a loaf and 1/4 of that honey wheat bread (400)
1575 total.
I wasn't pleased, although it was very good I literally couldn't handle the food, my stomach was all sorts of pissed off at me. Then I just started to get very easily upset. Lost my new gloves, and that depressed me.
They cost 99 freaking cents...
Really?
I got on the bus and Stepped in a icy ankle high puddle.
Then things turned around and I ran into an old fiend from high school. We caught up and she invited em to another friends house to surprise her. It was really nice to see them all. I lost a lot of contact with them, when I dropped out and went to a different college. They invited me and my ex to go bowling today.Which is really good.
I don't know why I'm even excited about it, I'm not a big fan of bowling. I guess I get to get out of the house and that makes me happy.I feel like I've been a hermit this whole week because of the snow storm.
The only problem was that when I got home I figured I'd work out for 2-3 hours and burn off a good amount of what I had, but my dad stayed home from work.
I don't know what was wrong with me but I went and binged and purged. I don't know why I got so upset over not being able to work, or for feeling sick.
The scale was just as cruel to me too but it seems like it likes me again because I'm back to 87lbs.
I'm still going to eat something today, I'm not going to fast until tomorrow, I don't want to do long fasts anymore.
I won't let my mess up pull me down, to day I will have fun and just get out of the house.
I'm really sorry that you had some bad things happen to you, don't get too upset, it'll all work out!
ReplyDeleteGoing bowling sounds like fun, I haven't done it in years, hope it's fun!
I don't think anything is wrong with you for going home and binging and purging, maybe it was because you couldn't purge what you had when you went out with your friend, so you were trying to make yourself feel better? (That's what I always do, if I go out somewhere where I can't purge, I'll come home and b/p which always just makes me feel worse.)
If you're not going to do any long fasts anymore, how long will your fast be may I ask?
Anyway, hope you have fun bowling, you deserve it!