91 91 91 always 91

I don't know whats wrong with me anymore, I suppose its stress, and I don't know why I get stressed so easily. This B/P cycle is endless.

I've managed to still be 91lbs.

I didn't get much of a work out in yesterday.

100 squats, 200 crunches, some lunges and running in place, not nearly as much as I'd like.

I'm making some green tea right now, and I have to figure out what the hell is happening today. I believe my mom is coming in but I also want to take care of my sick ex. My mom should be staying till Saturday anyways and she hasn't even called me so Whatever I guess. 

I'm all dolled up and ready to go somewhere. I've also changed my goals. I was really trying to be 85lbs for my birthday, but at this rate it feels like it will never happen.  I want to at least be in the 80's though, Like 88 or 87 at least. But I'd love to be 85lbs for the weekend after my birthday, when I go out dancing in the city, or where ever.

My thinspo for the day. I so love the shoes, the socks, the shorts...I'd so rock that XD

Oops scratch that my mom just called, she's on her way into the city to pick me up, so we can hang and then go out for...dinner. Great.

Veggies veggies veggies, maybe sea food steamed or something, I don't even know. Please let where ever we are going have calorie counts on their menu, some places don't which pisses me off. 

Damn, I wanted to fast today. I'm gonna work out then until she comes. 

Gah I'm going to be 91lbs forever!

I'm never going to get to the 80's by my birthday.

FML.

I have to call my ex to see how he's doing and if he wants me to stay over and take care of him tonight.