A big thanks

This will be fast and I'll update again later, cause I really want to respond to comments, I haven't been doing that and I'm really sorry. You guys are such a great support, I sometimes go a whole day depressed until I read some of these comments. Thank you so much. You are all beautiful.

With whats up with me. I got to a 2 day of fasting but I binged and purged last night twice. It was horrible. I had weighted in at 88lbs but this morn it says 89lbs again. I was binging and purging from like 12am to 2 am so I'm thinking I could still be 88lbs by the end of the day, I hope so. I'll be fasting again today, and I think tomorrow I might stick to a mainly veggie and fiber diet, maybe just veggie, I want to buy fruit though.

 

-Later-

 I ate way too much today. Half a pizza from little caesars (1000) a crunch bar (220).

I was still 89lbs when I got home but I was feeling sick so I ate again a poptart and two bowls of cereal and I ended up purging that. I'm working out tonight since I finaly got music on my cell phone.

I aslo am adding another tab to my blog. I'm not sure if you have ever heard of a bucket list. It's something like that, but a bucket list sounds too morbid. There is also that show Buried life...either way Its more of a list of things I want to do, I shouldn't have to be dying to think about it or do it. I have a tiny book I write this stuff down in and I figured I'd share it and cross out the stuff I've done. Also a reading list. I have another list that I just want to put here, things I'd want for my birthday.

B-day wishes

-Be 89lbs or less (less please)

-A full length mirror for my room 

(we only have one mirror in the house, and thats in the bathroom)

-Foundation (Maybelline Dream Matte Mousse)

-Panties (can never have to many)

-Bras (that fit, all I have is 34 C's and 32 B's...I'm like a 30 B or A)

-Size 0 jeans

-Extra small shirts

-A crocet Beret

-Rocker leather gloves

-Sunglasses

-Mp3 player

-A really good acurate scale (digital or not, I just want it to work)

-Knee high and Thigh high socks

-Nails (I've chewed them all off from stress)

-A job >.<

-Moneys

-Leggings

-Knee high heeled boots

-Ankle heeled boots

-Flat boots (as you can see I like boots)

-Strapy heels

-Flats

-Uptowns 

...and last but not least...

                                                    

EasyTone Go Outside II

($69.99 I needs to get a job for these bad boys)