It's been so bad with binges and purges. Pizza, cheese burger, cream filled chocolate cupcakes...
Yet some how I'm 92lbs now?
I almost feel like I don't deserve it. Everything is so difficult, I'm going insane. I'm wondering if I should bother even continuing this diet, I mean I can keep trying, I did get to fast one of my two fasting days.
Tomorrow I'm supposed to go see a movie with my dad, if we have to eat I want to ask im to go to panera bread. I'm gonna work out crazy tonight, till I drop.
My BMI is now 16.3.
I want to drop to 90lbs with in the next few days, 89 would be even better.
I just have to keep going, its just so painful and I'm so damn emotional about it.
wow. 92lbs. keep it up! you are so amazing.
ReplyDeleteI´d kill to have your BMI!
ReplyDeleteDon´t stress too much about the binges, we all have them, you mainteined so that´s great
xx