Thegs and Lighs

My title is on purpose, a friend of mine said that to his GF, when they went to KFC and now its stuck with me. I don't want to eat thegs and lighs but I sure as hell would like to work on them.

How to lose weight from thighs

 I went to this site and got some info that I found out, my legs are mostly just thigh muscle, which is better than being fatty. But they are too thick now. No more lunges and crunches for me, just straight running and walking. That or I need to get taller, I'd love to be 5'4" or 5'5". 

I've come to a new conclusion I have only one thing I actually like on my body right now, and thats my Butt. >.<

If it was bigger and I had wider hips that would be nice but shape and toned wise, I think I did good, and I love that feeling.

What I hate right now though is that

I was 88lbs yesterday...
I'm up to 90lbs...again

because I'm weak

and emotional

and Binged

and purged

last night because I had a lot of crap on my mind. 

I'm a freaking mess all around. I've been thinking about a the-rapist, psychologist , headshrinker visit, but I'm not good with letting people in like that. 

Not to mention I don't feel like I'm sick enough. My cold is slightly better but not by much. I've had a multi vitamin today, tea, some lettuce and medicine. 

I want to buy an orange and perhaps some veggies I don't know. I want to stick to only veggies unlike that binge last night.

Thank you for the comments, I'm trying to work out more, only got in a half hour of exercise yesterday because i felt very weak.

Thinspiration for the things I have to work on.

 Apparently my measurements are 

30 B or A( actually 29.5") -24.5" -30"

Ew my waist is horrible, it needs to get down to 21-22" for me to be an hourglass.

-10pm-
89lbs again. yay!
This cold I caught has killed my appetite, another yay, but I got the sniffles from it oo...not yay.