It had almost been two weeks for me of being B/P free. It wasn't a huge binge nor a horrible purge but it was not something I felt would become a habit again.
I don't feel horridly guilty, nor extremely ill. I don't have the urge to get back into doing this. I'll have to try again.
Before Binge 90lbs
After Binge 93lbs
After purge 91lbs...
Only the morming will be able to tell real results.
I miss Z already even after staying over his house and spending the day with him...even after arguing about food.
S is being a jelus lying slut (jelous ha, its funny I can say that about her when I shouldn't be talking much.)
She got mad at Z and said oh I'm not gonna come chill I bet *my name* is there anyways.
Yet apperently she never gets jelous...ok.
The guy you like hangs out with and regualry has his ex stay over.
And you wouldn't be jelous?
BS
What ever, tommorrow I'm hoping to get in some food shopping and a lot of walking.
We walked about 6 miles today and for the past few days at the gym I was burning caloires like crazy.
Though Z was getting mad at me for doing too much cardio. He's like you just come to do this to loose weight.
This is true but I enjoy how it feels to work out and I want a flat stomach.
But he doesn't want me to loose more...and I feel like a house at the low 90's.
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