Challenge Day 3

Weight: unkown...(driving me crazy)

Days B/P free : 2

Challenge Day 3

Had very broken sleep in the night. I'm at Z's house taking care of him. He's so sick; kept waking up at night from his fever. I destroyed a 5 count box of fiber plus bars (dark chocolate almond) in 12 hours. 3 were eaten yesterday, two this morning.

(tmi)

Still no potty time for like 2-3 days...

Yesterday I had mozerella sticks (??calories?? a million??)

and steamed mixed veggies with shrimp and scallops plus some white rice (???calories hopefully not that much)

Z is asleep now and I've been basically getting him food and medcine, he's really weak, sweating like crazy and his fever is ridiculous.

He also keeps getting chills and normally Z is always hot. He's also not able to eat much, (another strange thing because I've seen him ravage a buffet) 

I plan to do some crunches even though my abs are still sore. As for food...

I might just go with little ceasrs and a mini cake.

Calories aside its cheap to feed the two of us, I know I'm gonna beast out and then want sweets, but at least here I can't purge. Going to have to fast when I go home tomorrow and get back to a low cal diet, about 200 a day or less, when I start seeing better results I'll get back to 500 a day.

Overall I've just been tired and groggy, and stressed worrying about Z. He's gotten sick so many times in the last few months. More than me and that's saying a lot.

Hoping to get work still from stop and shop. I'll try calling today, even though I don't feel like doing much of anything.

Scared to face my scale.

I always get fat when I stay over here. Z wants me to gain more weight.

I just want to stay in the 80's.

Want to see Welcome to the rileys now.

Kristen looks freaking amazing (love her legs) and I'd do her. 

Period.

-later-
I saw the movie, and loved it. I also ate half a pizza, twix, and 3 muffins. Bringing my grand total for the day to about 2000 calories.
Fuck. Me.