Back to the 80's

Yesterday was a lazy day, didn't do much of anything. I did my food shopping. Calculated all the calories of it and it same out to about 5000 calories worth of food.

That will last me for the next 2-4 weeks.

I haven't even eaten anything since my binge except for 3 mini rice cakes.

(Its 110 calories for 13 cakes, so all I had was about 26 calories.)

The rest of my groceries included vita tops, lean pockets, rite bites, popcorn, a ton of veggies; a good amount frozen, pickles and fresh strawberries. Spent only 39 dollars on it.

I can't seem to bring myself to eat.

I'm down to 89lbs again for it. 

Sometimes I think I should eat and other times I'm glad that I'm not. It has me so lethargic though.

I'm not sure what to do. I guess the only thing I really want is a vita top and strawberries. But I can't bring myself to eat it. I'm really scared that I will go crazy on food.

I have to work out today too, because I only did a little yesterday. My abs had been sore for a while, bu I can push some more ab work outs now.

Other than that I'm just bored. Also why I don't want to eat, because I'm bored.

-later-
Well I ate and binged...and then purged...
that was this afternoon, so I hope to still be 89lbs or lower in the morning.
I'm bored so I will start this, I nabbed it off of  Sarah's blog

- My name is Alicia
-I'm 21 years old
-I want to be a novelist
-I'm a chocoholic
-I restrict, starve, and I'm trying to stop Binging and purging
-I've lived in Queens, New york damn near my whole life
-I'm a thrill seeker
-I'm easily entertained
-I'm a hopeless romantic