No more liars

A little change from my challenge...I'll still continue with it but atm I'm not very motivated. 

Atm I'm a huge mess underneath this mask of calm.

I'm switching scales. I'm getting rid of the liar.

I'm not 94lbs (as my old scale said I went up to today.)

No I'm at a 

Weight: 101.2lbs

So my stats are being changed.

For months and months I have been deceived. I had to scales saying I was at my lowest 86lbs and two that were saying 7lbs more, but as of recently I consulted another and it was saying 7lbs more as well. I give up.

I'm fat, I'm huge, I cave. I'll admit it to myself damn it.

I look at my body and I'm a bloated mess. I ate way more than 100% worth of fiber today. Close to 200%, so my intestines are doing backflips.

Here are my scales, the old 7$ one at the top even has foot marks on it from constant use. You get what you pay for. This new scale is acurate. I have to face it.

I have to trust weight Watchers. 

Cost about 30$.

I just realized I posted challenge day 6 twice lol. I'm up to 8 now.

Challenge Day 8

 3 things I want to say to different people....

To my readers: Love you guys...you keep me sane as I am falling to peieces.

To Z: I love you damn it! What else can I do?

To S: Go away already...I don't hate (even though I say that some times) you but...please just go away.