Missed you guys

Haven't posted in a while.

This is similar to what my brain looks like during my absence.

..Ya haven't missed much...

I've only lost about .5lbs that I know of. 

I had gone up to 102.7 and then lost 3.5lbs in a week.

I'd be happy if it stayed at the pace.

I'm at Z's place and when I left I was 99.4lbs, so I don't know how much I weigh at the moment.

A lot has happened. 

I got my period...

Not really happy about that.

My mother called me and wanted to talk to me again. I haven't had a real conversation with her for a while.

I have to call her back but I'm scared and reluctant. I don't feel like getting more stressed than I already am.

I joined planet fitness. I have been going every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday.

Though this week I am also going Thursday too.

I also make sure to get in a  small work out at home the other days. So I pretty much work out 5-7 days a week.

I never get to work out while I'm at Z's but its relaxing here. At home there really isn't much else to do.

I've also realized I never seem to eat in my house, I'll just B/P there and end up not eating for days at a time. Before I had gone to Z's house I hadn't eaten for 3 days.

Eating is sickening to me most of time, because I know I'm gaining, and I hate being in the 90's- 100's.

I'm sorry I've been flaky with this blog, missed my readers though.

I'll catch up on your blog posts as well.

<3