I haven't written anything in a while, I've been with Z a lot. I've been eating a lot. All that has to change.
Weight : 102.7
Days B/P free: 8
I've got a head cold and I'm back home. I beasted out over several hours on fiber full foods and chocolate, but no purging. I had over 65 grams of fiber. Bloated didn't cover it.
My mom contacted me via facebook, and tried calling my dad. I don't know how to feel about that. All I know is I hate being in the 100's right now. I'm too sick to do much, luckily I have 0 appetite as I expected, which is good and bad. It means I got sicker through out the night.
A ton of drama happened. I'll give the cliff notes version. S texted Z while he was staying over my house. She was like I need to talk to you about something, come see me tomorrow. I said if its not that important just have her text you it or call her IDGAF (its better than going over there) she tells him that some guy has been trying to get with her and talking shit about Z. He was furious cause he knows the guys and doesn't like to disrespected.
I was furious because I don't like when people talk trash about the ones I care about. But it was so stupid, such high school drama crap in college. Z was pissed and we went to go confront the issue the next day. Apperntly S just stoof there taking all the trash he was talking about and said nothing. I was aggravated as hell.
We go confront the guy and he backs off after lying a bit and also we find out, S had given so missinformation. She said he was telling her to give Z a deadline on picking who he wants to be with (me or her) when it was actually that he wanted a deadline for whether or not she wanted to get with him. That was the main thing that got Z so mad. Infact had she told him on the spot that day instead of the night before, he would have beat the crap out of that guy, gone to jail or got hurt, all over BS.
I talked...er yelled at her then talked with her.
Told her to grow some ball (no lie, I'm not paraphrasing) and tell people off. Had it been me I would have punched that guy in the face had he told me something like that about Z. She stood there and took it as well. I told her I didn't hate her, but what she did was stupid and I was pissed off. That she need to stick up for herself with men.
She didn't even know the guy talking trash, they weren't friends or anything...
IDK, it upset me. I was very upset that when S and Z talked they kissed as well (as far as I know it was just a goodbye kiss.) She jealous of me, she wants to wait for him. He still doesn't know what he wants, cause he can't be with me while having feelings for her. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what else I can do.
Challenge Day 9
My pet peeves
-People who spit in the street
-Crying alone
-People who will run you down for a seat on the bus or train
-Nosy people
-Being talked about like you aren't in the room
-wearing socks and sandels
-Those multi-neon-colored sneakers
-When people talk about things they know nothing about
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