I hate being sick, with a passion. I stayed over my ex's house for 3 days or so and ate like a fat ass. I'm still 92, but I hate that. I'm home and I still eat. 3 rice cakes (105), a brownie (160) and a bag of popcorn (270.
535 already and my friends are going out to eat. It's my ex's b-day soon so we are just spending some time together. I'm sleeping over again too.
I'm very tired, its hard to even write, my fervor makes me groggy, I've been taking day quill and halls and orange juice. Calories everywhere ugh.
@ Broken- I don't think your being a bitch, I went into this knowing I would get hurt, I'm just tired of settling, Like I do with everything else. I've never felt this way for any other person. We have our problems and it can get bed, but I always soften to him. I'm always there, because I care no matter how much it hurts me.
@ Erin Rose- Yea I really wish I could put everything behind me, I wish it had a switch that I could just turn off.
Now I understand you better, I´m going through a similar thing with my ex, it´s killing me.
ReplyDeleteI´m sorry you are sick, get some rest sweetie.
xx
awww! hope you feel better! and you are NOT eating too much. orange juice diluted with water or Emergen-C tablets will help sweets :)
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