I've eaten a lot today and I'm terribly bored right now and feeling very full from home made French onion soup.
I was still 96 lbs this morning but I don't want to look at the scale till tomorrow. I'm gonna keep to the dancing game. Clean my mom's house, get my stuff together for leaving in two days.
I'm not gonna eat much tomorrow. I don't know what happened today, but I have to turn it around again. I have to keep losing.
I want to be back down and farther, to my 85lb goal for my birthday.
January 31st. So I can drink till my hearts content.
I'll be 21.
New years will be hard though.
I miss my ex. It wasn't as hard when he was around me. Last time I was here so was he and it made it a bit easier. I kinda can't wait to get back to New York just to see him. Even though I am overall having fun here with my family.
@Broken. Thank you so much I will stay with the game. Since you have the internet if you can have some space and privacy in front of the computer you can look up the routines on the computer from dance central or wii just dance 1 and 2. I used to do that. It worked wonders.
the 31st is ages away! you can make 85lbs by then :) 96lbs is very small :) Honestly! And maybe being away from your x is a good thing for now? You may become stronger on your own :) xx
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